one sided

I'm not a very silent person. If I read a blog I will frequently comment by way of encouragement. I'm also the sort of person who likes and comments on Facebook statuses, who sends random texts, who puts a little note in with Christmas cards -that's why they take so long to write, but they're pretty much all done now, yay!
Because we're all beautifully unique, other people are sometimes not as responsive as I am and occasionally I can doubt myself. When conversations feel a bit one sided I can wonder if I'm pushing myself forward. But I'm not going to let the fears win. I know it's just that pull for affirmations instead of trusting that everything I do is my best and doesn't have to be validated. A big part of who I am is that I love anyway. I give those teeny bits of encouragement that I feel make a difference. It only takes one person to start something off and I can be that one! I'm only responsible for what I do not what others do and whilst I sometimes think it would be ace if others were more like me, I know the truth is we are all better for being different B-)