not ridiculous

A friend tells me that after a general anaesthetic, patients can be emotional. I'm finding it hard to imagine an even more emotional version of myself. I'm already massively wobbly today but am convincing myself that it's not ridiculous to be terrified - it's an understandable reaction to the unknown and I'm just in touch with my emotions rather than trying to suppress them. Or something. Thankfully I have two upbeat events today - I'm helping out at a creative parks happening this afternoon and have a fun party this evening. I think it's going to be crucial to stay connected with people...