Last
night I cruelly dreamed that I found my pen drive in my purse where
it should have been all along. So of course I double checked as soon
as I woke up and no, it's not there. Maybe it was a metaphor instead about having what I need after all.
In real life, where I'm not about to meet the queen from her yellow
limo in my daughter's slippers (why?!) I will need to tell my boss.
As it contains no patient data, I shouldn't be fined the £250,000,
but I still feel v stressed about the whole thing. I've not had time
to make a thorough search – and it feels so impossible – it is so
small and my clutter is so large! And it could be anywhere – do I
start ringing all the places I've been to in the last few weeks? I'll
ask my boss today. And because it has no label on it (kick myself
much?) no-one is going to just return it – I will have to do the
hunting all by myself.
So
“it's all down to me”, not having done well enough, big
responsibility and being overwhelmed, all in one lost pen drive. All
my buttons at once – no wonder I'm stressed!!! So to counter it, I
will share my concern today, remind myself of how lovely I am, and
make time to take small steps to keep searching... Hope you also get to enjoy life's lessons too - no beating up allowed!!
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