In
the spirit of being real, here is how I feel now. I know from
experience this feeling won't last – I'll find a way out of it, I
always do.
But
today I feel tired. Tired cos my girly was up until 3am unable to
sleep. Tired of being shouted at. Tired of trying to do The Right
Thing. Tired of being available all the time. Tired of not quite
managing everything. Or not even beginning to manage everything. Of
always spotting the overwhelming evidence of just how much more there
is to do/how much I've failed to do. Tired of not being good enough.
I think I need a hug.
Tomorrow
I have an unexpected child free day. Maybe I shall spend the entire
day in bed.
*hugs*
ReplyDeleteThanks Dave, you're lovely. Maybe it was insufficient cakes for a Friday? Most days I feel like this for at least a few moments, sometimes it lasts longer. I've had fun this eve tho.
ReplyDeleteHugs back xx