I
no longer have my dependable crystal clear brain. It has served me
well in the past and I shall miss it. What I'm particularly pleased
with tho is how accepting I am being of its loss rather than getting
frustrated and berating myself. I'm surviving so far without it and
today's confusion had the advantage of a friend visiting a day
earlier than expected. She's a brilliant friend – the kind who
knows me so well she could see where I'm getting stuck and was able
to point out what was trapping me. The kind who when I admitted my
deepest fear didn't recoil in disgust, but reassured me that even if
that worst scenario occurred, I would still be totally loveable.
And
so I've been given an extra day of freedom. I wonder what other
benefits will come from a diminished memory...
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