Ima

Wasn't sure I'd have time to blog this morning (I haven't really).
Drifting back to sleep after an early morning text and I dreamed of being in a work meeting in a hotel, me and some work colleagues comfy in our double bed, a plate of biscuits on hand. So I was surprised when the alarm went off and I'd not actually yet made it into work.
I'm pleased to report that it looks like I've turned my first-thing negativity on it's head - the first thoughts I have on waking are no longer detrimental, I hopefully have managed to train my brain so the first things I think of are wishing the world love. My train of thought this particular morning has led me to look up the feminine version of the Aramaic "Abba" meaning father which is a common affectionate term for talking to God. Anyway, I've learned mummy is "Ima" (pron ee-ma). I have no pretentious aims of wanting to coax my brain to call out this as my first thought each morning. But it was good to learn something new already today :D

I'm going to be slightly late in - especially as I'm going via the post office to collect something they can't deliver without my signature - I'm not expecting anything other than the divorce papers - maybe I have to sign for them? It just means I'll be home late but that's ok, I'll have time to catch up with myself later. I don't think I'm going to choir tonight as we need a very early night so we can get up and out for all the club day shennanigans tomorrow. Tho that means I've missed both choirs this week - not a decision taken lightly for me.

Will have to sing out loud in the car. Do join in :D
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Don't know if I made the right decision as it seems a late night now anyway. I have spent a proportion of this evening scrabbling round for hair clips that are needed for 7am tomorrow. I have managed to locate 5 from amongst the pots of odds and ends I have around the place - I have several of these pots I now realise. I also discovered a roll of undeveloped camera film...