I am not competitive, I will have mentioned that before. The last competition my choir did, I wasn't part of, so decided I'd join in this time. But it's not the same, singing just for fun, as singing to take part in an international competition. It's in 11 days time and we have 8 get togethers in that time. I can hopefully make 5 of them, and am trying not to be grumpy that the babysitting costs for the first two is £30, a quarter of my week's wages. I do not feel anywhere near ready so need to go to these practices, and hopefully will find joy whilst I'm there. I'm tempted to just call my participation off, only my Dad is so proud that I'm part of it, I don't want to quit at this point.
I've been grumpy for a few days now. Let's hope I can shift it today...
Yes, there was joy in singing - I do like singing, did I mention that ever? Lots more singing with my one voice family this week, plus a practice with my other choir family too. I can already feel the endorphins kicking in :)
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