At first I assumed the man was shouting into a mobile phone. As he said he'd be taking them to court, I didn't want to show any nosiness so didn't look any more closely. It gradually dawned on me that he was talking about God and judgement and there was no phone, but also no specific audience for his diatribe. To be honest I was a bit worried about him, and so I was asked a fab question by the person I was with - what was my heart saying I should do? I should ask myself this question more often, I think it might help me.
I concluded my heart tells me not to ignore people, to have faith and see what happens in my paltry attempts at connection. And so we went for a chat and I'm really glad we did - he was quite softly spoken one to one, and said he'd be off back to his wife once he'd doone, so I worried about him less after that.
Sometimes I feel I have no choice other than to ignore and that never feels good. So I want to keep listening to my heart.
First day of holidays for the kids and I have an early work meeting, but am taking cake as it's my last day with one of my colleagues. And I'm looking forward to getting away tomorrow to a place with tons of trees, tho I'm a bit sad that I can't get my internet accessing device to function, my phone is fiddly but will have to suffice and it will encourage me to focus on my parents and not the world wide web in any case.
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