I'd been sharing with someone about how when we love someone we get meshed in with them and how if we lose them the unmeshing is bound to hurt. But that they are still meshed in with us to a certain extent, even when they've gone. At which point I got choked up and cried all the way home. The radio was very helpful tho and played a song that frequently helps me when I'm wound up. Usually, part of the wound-up-ness is to do with an accompanying urgency, that as life is short I have to get it all worked out and worked out now. I'm really pleased with myself for those times I'm able to be playful and stay light and loving in the face of difficulty. And to remember that even when it doesn't feel like it, we have all the time in the world. That helps takes the pressure off and frees up our creativity, instead of forcing us in a corner where we never make our best decisions.
I hope you also are able to be in touch with how you have all the time you need :) Tomorrow is school shoe shopping and the start of the search for a mattress. I wonder if it will take all the time in the world (or just feel like it?)
And I hope sharing this works, it's fab:
https://www.facebook.com/GilbertLiz/photos/a.356148997800555.79726.227291194019670/715524315196353/?type=1
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Still teary today, and also snotty. I suspect there are going to be lots of treats put in the trolley when we finally get to the shops :)
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