It's not that I want to take back everything I said yesterday. But I do want to amend it. Sometimes being alongside people in their struggles is excruciatingly difficult.
Mondays are currently my working from home days so I usually hang out in my jeans so I can walk the dog. Sometimes I have to wear my uniform if I'm doing a home visit or group. Today may require my presence to help Sort Things Out and so I've put on a skirt so I feel a bit more professional. For all my not caring what people look like, I know appearances matter and so I do sometimes dress the part. I know I'm actually quite good at taking up challenges and sorting things out - tho sometimes I really wish I didn't have to!!! I know the best way for me is always to treat everyone with as much love as I can manage, but sometimes it can be hard to discern what the most loving repsonse is. I shall try and keep my heart and ears wide open.
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Bother. For the second week running, we've already had our emergency standby pasta n sauce meal option on the first day of the week. A day that considering it's my only working from home day, ought to be the day I produce something amazing. So much harder with a child home from school tho, as I don't like to go out for provisions. Hopefully I'll get to a shop tomorrow in my lunch break and the rest of the week's meals will still happen. To focus on the positive I have done everything off my to do list and will try my hardest to make sure we all get some sleep tonight...
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