stumbling through the sky

My low points don't always follow rhyme or reasons, but within a week, the times I often find difficult are a saturday morning, when it feels hard to persuade anyone to get going and do something with me and fb is quiet. And Monday mornings, when my to do list has the things I couldn't do at the weekend as it involved talking to companies I'd rather not talk to. Having identified these tricky areas I could do something about them. This morning I showered early in an attempt to engender an up and at 'em mentality rather than mope. This worked until my son left for school with the question "when am I next at Dad's cos I like being at Dad's". I know it's not a competition, I am genuinely pleased that he enjoys being at his Dads. But I'm no longer able to do the emotionally harder things on today's list. Those mortgage conversations will have to wait.