My morning's meeting has been cancelled
because of The Weather. I'm learning to be more flexible than I
sometimes think myself capable of. In recent times life seems to have
got a lot less predictable and what I'm going to be doing at any one
time isn't known til it actually happens. My redeployment in a couple
of weeks has changed a bit and i've said that's fine – I'll do
whatever is needed when the time arises. It's good to live life like
this, tho a bit out of my comfort zone as a natural planner.
Sometimes it gets scary. I don't know how things can possibly work
out – I can't envision them and I don't like it. But when I did
have a picture of what life was going to be like, it turned out it
wasn't going to be like that at all. So at least this is more honest.
I can only live in the now and have to let go of needing to know the
future.
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