The thing about concrete is, well, it's very concrete. I'm having a worry about whether it's the right size, and what significance it will have once we no longer use it as a base for a pool. Apparently it will be strong enough to keep a tank on it (adds tank to shopping list. Oh no, hang on a mo...) It all just seems a bit permanent and so impossible to alter if we got it wrong or change my mind. But as I was telling one of my besties the other day, nothing is impossible. I really should listen to my own wisdom ;)
Worrying about permanence, worrying about temporariness, I'm going to have to check the fears aren't winning!! It'll probably be that "wanting to be in control" feeling that's been giving me terror recently. You know when you have control issues when you catch yourself thinking the sun is in the wrong place ;) Am going to do myself a favour and go eat my breakfast in the sunshine :)
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