monday monday

I usually like Mondays but today is a struggle. I'm not even really sure why so that makes it hard to remedy.
Full marks to the friend who used the phrase "she's a credit to you", I felt very affirmed in that - someone reading my blogs and applying their learning ;)


I'm working my way through my to do list and received a really brief email that brought tears. I'm trying to get sorted for Christian Aid Week and one of the folk I contacted replied with a simple "I'm still here". The truth is lots and lots and lots of people are still here, it just sometimes doesn't feel the case. So I get to focus on how I'm not organising it on my own, there is lots of local support. Just like I'm not actually parenting in isolation, or doing anything at all on my own - when it feels like I am that's an old feeling and not a present reality.


My hob already seems to have an unremovable mark on it. But I have just made a soup for a mere 8p. I've used half a 16p tin of mushy peas and watered it down and squished the peas and hey presto, a very cheap and also nutritious lunch.

My boyfriend had come over and is once again trying to work out why my computer is slow. Apparently my browser had 1099 problems. That's even more than me!!