bambi

I think the first film I ever saw at the cinema was bambi. My Mum took me when I was young, I don't know how old.
I've not seen it again since, until last night. I now wonder if a lot of my take on life can be attributed to the impact of this film? An outrage at the way humans destroy nature. Empathy, and fear of loss.
It was a family filled lovely day with no less than 4 walks and an exciting dash to go and catch sight of a sunset.
I realize I don't do much that is spontaneous, there always seems so much to juggle. I'm also aware it takes me a while to relax and am sad that it's looking less likely that I'll get any length of holiday this year. It seems to put pressure on making the most of the days away I've already got booked. Tho making the most of everyday sounds like a good plan doesn't it.