By 4pm yesterday I was collapse-in-a-heap tired (tho didn't actually get to bed til much much later). It's been a tough term, and I'm aware I'm carrying a lot of grief still and that is wearing. I still simply can't get my head around how one moment we can be here, fully alive, breathing, loving, an integral part of other people's lives, doing things that make a massive difference to others as well as doing a whole lot of insignificant things like farting, doing crosswords, clearing up. And then we're not. I'm still shocked by the loss of my friend. And like many, I'm horrified by the thought that someone might intentionally take the lives of others - all those lives, ended.
I'm very grateful that I have a weekend full of singing (2 choirs tonight and then even tho it means early starts, a vast amount of Gospel singing on both sat and sun!), and then several days full of opportunities just to hang out with those I love. That for me, is living.
And for anyone who wants something a bit lighter, this tickled me:
http://distractify.com/pinar/top-of-the-charts-music-lyrics/
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