with jam in

I was so grumpy last night, I was even shouty in my dreams :(
A more interesting dream earlier in the week was me spending £178 on chocolate brownies for work. In reality, our monthly meeting this morning has come around quickly and our provider of cake is on maternity leave. Do I run to the shop now, or just take a packet of biscuits I have in and hope the chocolate doesn't melt  in my car after with any that are left over (it's a big packet). I have to buy some small cakes for my boy to take on cub camp so I guess a quick pre-meeting dash to the shop is on the cards.

Yesterday it felt really hard to find three positive things to be grateful for. And it's precisely those days that it's important to do that re-focussing, so I did find them. Apparently the facebook thing is only 5 days so today's my last. It's so useful tho, I'll try and keep u the practice. Or I could return to filling my gratitude jar, which is the same kind of thing, and ground to a halt some months back.

So today looks like it will involve lots of hurrying as I try to cram in more than maybe makes sense. But it means there will be cake and friends and singing and helping mums and these are exactly the things I want to cram into my life.

Hope today is for you filled with all you love :)