At the birthday party I was at this weekend I shared with the host what had most struck me from my recently finished book. Following discovery of terminal illness, many patients at that point then became more able to enjoy and feel grateful for life than they had ever done before. None were given self help books (I enjoyed that comment, as it was written in a self help book) or any wisdom or strategies, but it was as if at that point they found the capacity within themselves and gave themselves permission to enjoy life. We don't have to wait til that point, tho I know it can be hard to remain grateful at times.
last night I got sucked into a programme that went on way past my bedtime and then I couldn't sleep. It then felt like the best bit of sleep i got was after my alarm went off and before i heard my daughters, 6 minutes later. So today I'm tired but there's lots to feel good about :)
I guess it must be the ultimate letting go Kristie. Or, the gospel of falling down; or (Richard Rohr) the spirituality of imperfection.
ReplyDeleteI like this quote from Rohr yesterday following incident in Baton Rouge.
"Beloved, we pray You keep our hearts from cynicism, bitterness, and discouragement. Bring hope, healing, and reconciliation."
I know I find it hard to fully accept that I don't have forever. There are days it is hard to take pleasure in every little thing, and other days - like today - when my contentment is much higher and I seem better able to appreciate the what is in the present.It is good to stay away from cynicism, bitterness and discouragement, thanks Peter. Your delight and conversations of Saturday have certainly helped in my feeling more positive this week. Xx
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