Sunday, 7 February 2016

paradise lost

There are some songs that I have to switch away from when they come on the radio. Often the carpenters. It's something to do with me being transported back to a time of innocence, sitting in my dad's car as a young child . For some reason these songs upset me - it feels like I remember a time when I had no sense of the hurt I would go on to experience in various ways in my life. And so until I've done whatever healing I need to do, I find these songs unbearable. Funny.

Last night we enjoyed the film Saving Mr banks. I cried, obviously.
These two paragraphs are not unrelated, which is odd cos I wrote the first paragraph before watching the film.

Haven't got anything more positive today.

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