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After the high of yesterday's dancing and drumming all afternoon, today I'm more anxious. Tomorrow afternoon I head back to Dufton to care for my mum for a few days. I've packed some jigsaws for us to do together (and a book for me during the soaps ) but I'm not totally convinced about my ability to be a full time carer. I might have to phone home for instructions as to how to cook meat. And I'm a bit worried about how I will juggle things should I get the new job as i now won't be carrying forward any holiday to play with. I'm aware I also like to be in charge of things at home and wonder how they will cope without me.
Everything will work out eventually, it always does.