One day, I want to get to a place where what others think of me doesn't floor me. I'm not there yet. I know it in my head that it shouldn't matter how others see me, or judge me. I've not yet healed enough from my doubts to make that transition to my emotions, and each time someone finds me lacking, it can immobilise me.
Doing stuff helps tho, I've managed some work this morning and I'm going to walk the dog now. In a hat.
...
I need to remember that singing helps, especially Something Inside So Strong.
Such a busy day tomorrow - not looking forward to it as there doesn't look like any breathing space, from early work start to close of day collecting of cub. Will have to look out for opportunities to smile.
...
Nope, very little breathing space. Scope for more smiles too really :s
No comments:
Post a Comment