Thursday, 1 August 2013

dual ended candle burning

I'm awarding myself a mere 2 out of 10 for my attempt to get an early night, but I feel way more cheerful than I have in a while so it's OK! I was having a whale of a time trying to pick a hotel for Sunday - I'm collecting my lovelies from their grandparents who will bring them halfway back up the country, and then we will play out with friends the next day. The camping plan has gone awry and I'm now after somewhere else to kip - so could go for something basic, or could go for something exciting, with breakfast and a pool, and we could have a mini holiday. I love the planning holiday stage - looking at places and imagining me and the kids in that particular place. It's a good job I don't like shopping cos with my imagination a lot of money could get spent if I were to picture my "new" life with every exciting item available. I'm not very good at actually picking somewhere tho - the responsibility for making a choice that will please everyone.
I feel I'm in the downhill freewheel now - it's not long til we are re-united and the time left til I see them again feels manageable. Meanwhile despite my ridiculously late night I'm up early again for holiday club, but far from grumpy today. Today I can feel the love - hope you can too :D

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  1. NB, I may only be giving myself 2/10 for going to bed early skills, but overall I'm giving myself 10/10 for doing so well all things considered :D

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