This morning, like the previous couple of mornings, I've awoken with the Hear'say song "pure and simple" in my head. The lyrics provided by my subconsciousness either alert me to my inner state, or are more likely just regurgitating whatever I last heard on the radio. As this song is playing on repeat I'm concluding it's the former. I'm reassured, I do feel emotionally strong at the moment and know whatever happens there are some fab people in my life who won't go anywhere.
I do wonder tho if this enforced resilience is taking it's toll physically. I can barely move right now. It's not like the emotional paralysis of a little while back when overwhelmed. Tho it's perhaps a distant cousin, this is more like my knees have buckled under the weight of the things on my shoulders this week. Fortunately I don't have to transport any one anywhere til this afternoon (yesterday involved a lot of chauffeuring). So whilst I had hoped to garden beforehand, I can instead rest.
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