What I have learned (but keep forgetting) about the way I react to loss is that it's not linear. So I can have times like when I last blogged about losing my job, when my take on redundancy is to look for the opportunities, and I can feel excited about the next chapter. But that doesn't mean I have done grieving the loss of the current project and team, and so then I can fall back to feeling sad about the endings and scared about what next. I also think that redundancy can play havoc with confidence.I was supposed to go out today but can't face people so am trying to channel my fear into some tidying. It's not perfect but it's a start...
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